Chapter 5: My goal today is to fill an hour!
Another typical day begins.
I wake up in the morning and eat instant ramen.
I’m always sick of ramen, but it’s all I have.
I have to eat to survive, what else can I do…
But lately, my depression seems a bit better. Or is it just my imagination?
Thanks to chatting with people, it feels less severe than before…
I don’t self-harm anymore, at least.
“Ugh, I have to stream again today. So scary…”
Right before starting the stream is the scariest moment.
Once I’m streaming, it’s fine, but when I start, I wonder if someone like me is allowed to stream.
Ugh, don’t think too deeply.
The more I think, the more I feel sucked into a swamp of despair.
In times like this, I shouldn’t think at all.
<Stream Started>
From today, I’ll change! I will!
“Luna!!!!!”
“…”
“Hm? Why’s there no reaction!?”
–#$^@##%@#%#&#$&
–2#$!@$!@$!@$%
–Damn, my ears are bleeding lol
–Why’d you scream out of nowhere!!!!!!!!
–I can’t hear anything, is she talking?
–Dunno, I can’t hear either lol
“Heck!? Sorry!! I screamed to start with energy today… sob…”
–Kids can scream, why’s everyone freaking out!?
–You muted it? Try hearing it, you wouldn’t say that.
–Oh, she’s talking? I was muted lol
–Is this guy human lol
–I can’t hear anything… is she talking?
–No, she’s not saying anything.
–Don’t lie, you idiot.
–Caught lol
“Ugh, starting energetically feels nice! Hehe.”
–You wrecked our ears, and Luna’s happy, great mood.
–If my ears are bad, which doctor? Internal medicine?
–Why go to a hospital? That’s where you respawn.
–That’s a funeral home, idiot.
–Funeral home, what nonsense lol
–Woobye donated 1,000 KRW.
[So what’s today’s stream?]
“Oh, today’s stream! Just chatting! Games are hard!”
–You played for an hour yesterday? lol
–An hour my ass, not even 10 minutes lol
–I’m dying lol
–Just hearing our Nuna’s voice makes me happy.
–Heung, Nuna!!!!!
–Nuna!!!!!
–Calling her Nuna, you idiots, she’s a kid lol
–How’s 20 a kid? lol
–Tsy donated 1,000 KRW.
[What does Luna mean? And are you really 20?]
“I’m really 20!! And Luna, well…”
Why I chose this nickname.
I was shy to say it, but my precious Doolgis are curious, so I should tell them.
The moon is always in the night sky.
But it’s rarely alone, right?
There are always stars beside it.
I want someone by my side too, so I use Luna.
“Was that too long? Hehe.”
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–DingDongDeng donated 5,000,000 KRW.
[We’ll always be by your side ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ]
“…Eh?”
I forgot to accept it yesterday and ended the stream, never thought they’d donate today.
“W-w-w-what, is that real money? You’re giving that to me!?”
–DingDongDeng donated 1,000 KRW.
[Said I’d give it yesterday ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ]
–Wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow
–Wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow
–Wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow
–Wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow
–Real man ㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷ
I was so flustered I couldn’t even say thanks.
…Have I ever thanked for donations?
“Uh, Doolgis? Have I ever said thank you for donations?”
–Nope?
–Nah?
–Never!
–Not once!
–First streamer to get big donations and never say thanks!
–Isn’t it obvious wallets give money?
–Right lol
–Mein donated 1,000 KRW.
[Wallets giving money is obvious, right? lol]
–Right lol
–That’s it lol
–Wallets, hand over the cash lol
–Wallets expecting thanks? lol
–We should thank her for streaming lol
–Real wallets lol
“Eh? What’s a wallet!?”
–Bimbo donated 1,000 KRW.
[Means wallet lol]
–We’re wallets lol
–Wallets expecting thanks lol
–Taking money from wallets is obvious lol
“Eh? My Doolgis aren’t wallets! I’m thankful you even watch my stream!”
–Love you, Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–That’s our Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–NewTech donated 1,000 KRW.
[Love you, Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
“Eh? Nuna? Students should be at school right now.”
–Shut up lol
–If we’re Nuna’s fans, we call you Nuna lol
–Nuna lol
–lol
–lol
“Ugh, fine, call me that. Can I call you casually too?!”
–Crossing the line? Crossing the line? Crossing the line? Crossing the line?
–Too far? Too far? Too far? Too far? Too far?
–Don’t cross the line, don’t cross the line, don’t cross the line.
–How old are we to play jump rope with lines?
–Hey! Kid!!!! Who’s this kid talking casually to elders!?
–Unthinkable back in the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“Eh? You just called me Nuna!? Was I the only one serious!?”
–BoomBunny donated 1,000 KRW.
[Don’t cross the line lol, how old are we lol]
“Ugh, sorry. I don’t get these things. Sob…”
–That jerk made our Nuna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–How dare he make our Nuna!!!!!!!
–Don’t cry ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Nuna, don’t cry ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Nuna ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Don’t cry, we’ll handle him ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–BoomBunny donated 1,000 KRW.
[Wait, you were all teasing too, why blame me!?]
–Shut up, trash, you made our Nuna cry!?
–Kill him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–We’ll take care of it, don’t worry, Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
–Nuna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“Sob, sorry. I cry easily. I’m okay. Sorry for crying…”
–BoomBunny donated 1,000 KRW.
[I’m trash, don’t cry ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ]
–Right, that guy’s trash ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Don’t cry, Nuna ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Nuna, don’t cry ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–We’ll handle it, just don’t end the stream ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Please, let’s go over an hour today ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
My stream turned into a sea of tears.
[Viewers: 1040]
Over a thousand viewers crying together, the stream went wild.
“Sob, I’ll aim for an hour today! Don’t worry!”
–Oi oi, we believed in you, damn it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–We believed in you, Nuna ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Love you ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
–Nuna ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
“Okay! So!?”
<Stream Ended>
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“…Huh? Why’d the stream end!? What’s wrong with the computer!?”
A blue screen appeared, and the computer stopped working.
I quickly checked on my phone, and it said not to use it for a day?
Ugh, I wanted to stream for an hour today… I really can’t do anything right…
[Where’s streamer Luna again!?]
└Computer crashed, I think? It cut off mid-sentence.
└Will she stream again today!?
└Dunno lol
└If you don’t know, find out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
└You find out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!